You have probably known for a while. Maybe months, maybe longer. You tell yourself you will look into it. You open a tab or two. Then you close them and move on with your day.
This is one of the most common things people say when they finally do start therapy: I wish I had come sooner. And then in the same breath: I don't really know why I kept putting it off.
It is worth looking at what keeps people stuck, because it is rarely just laziness.
The reasons people give themselves
Most people who delay starting therapy have a reason that sounds practical. Some of the most common ones:
- I don't have time: This one is real. Life is full. But therapy tends to take about an hour a week. It is worth asking what you are spending that hour on instead, and whether the cost of not going is also taking time in the form of exhaustion, anxiety, or just not being present.
- I can't afford it: Cost is a legitimate barrier. A lot of therapists take insurance, and sliding scale options exist. It is worth checking what your actual options are before deciding it is out of reach.
- I don't know what I would even say: You do not need to know. Therapists are trained to help you figure that out. You can literally start with 'I don't know where to begin' and that is enough to get started.
- Things aren't bad enough to need therapy: Therapy is not just for crisis. It is for the low level hum of anxiety that never quite goes away, the patterns you keep repeating, the feeling that something is off even when nothing is obviously wrong.
Which of these sounds most like you? And what would have to change for that to stop being the reason?
What is actually underneath the delay
Practical reasons are real, but they often sit on top of something else. For a lot of people, the deeper hesitation is one of these:
- Fear that once you open the door, things will feel worse before they feel better
- Not sure they deserve the time and money if others have it harder
- Worry that the therapist will judge them or think less of them
- Concern that talking about it will make it more real
- A quiet belief that nothing will actually help
None of these mean you should not go. Most of them are actually reasons why therapy would help.
If you already knew therapy would help and the cost and logistics were handled, what would still feel scary about going?
The smallest possible step
You do not have to have your whole life figured out before you start. You do not have to be in crisis. You do not have to know what you want from therapy.
The first step is just finding one person to reach out to. Not committing to anything. Just seeing if there is a fit. That is it.
You have been managing on your own for a long time. You do not have to keep doing that.
When you are ready
The first step is just reaching out.
No need to have it all figured out. I can help you from here.